misery
that's all I'll ever be
especially
if you never think of me
all these feelings
locked inside of me
no sign of light
nothings guiding me
i wasn't the ruler
i didn't wannabe
it would take too much
to make you see
what you do to me
I'm still waking up
as I'll always be
stuck in the same place
longing to be free
a place to never be unlocked
unless i hold the key
my brain; a place you'll never be
and if i knew
we'd be free
immediately