i don't know what it is
that you want me to think
we used to be so close
and now we're standing on the brink
it's crazy because at one time
you knew me in and out
you knew my crazy secrets
and i knew what you were about
but now we're perfect strangers
and my secret enemy
and it's so crazy because i thought
you really cared for me
i can't believe you hold such a thick part of my past
thank God all of those fake days
didn't seem to last
and it's so sick how everything changes
in a matter of a year
but it's all fine as long as i know
that you wont be anywhere near
your life will never be
what you make it out to be
and you think you're all grown up now
but one day you will see
you depend on so many things
you'll never be independent
miss childhood for many years
and i can guarantee it