Aggressors come from your births,
armed with guitars, to hate me when I speak.
Screams of notes shred my ears
to hear the same, and more again.
Resonance in the familiar wires
that haunted my youthful mouth,
only for the amplifier
that was my mother.
Noise that screams through the floors,
that ignores the woman I was,
in favor of the womb I have become.
Live now for my placenta money,
my tubed food,
my red warm shelter.
(equipped with my blood
as proof that I must exist.)
Yet to your mind
I am a womb
and nothing else.
While your history
yet un-made
tries tirelessly to be born
to deem right and wrong,
good and bad,
my history
tries tirelessly
to avoid death.
And your hatred holds firmly
my tongue
The afterbirth pouring from your thoughts
trying to whip me into understanding.
Respect isn’t offered.
It isn’t earned.
It doesn’t exist there in the cord
that demands to be cut.
My mouth withered with your attempt
at wisdom.
My self abandoned,
for your narrow mind,
and your hatred
holds firmly
my tongue.