It's hard to hate yourself
but it comes so easy.
Its never a surprise when
others feel the same
but it still brings shame
I understand why
but always still cry
I hate me more than
words could ever say
I am a wreck you know
I tried to hide it though
but I'm so so broke
it must seem a joke
that this is my life
pitiful sadness and strife
Its a life I deserve so
why let it get me low
i am alone with good reason
i know who I am and how could
anyone truly love that
so, I sit and ponder
how how much longer
will you be around to bother