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Wonder When you'll miss me
I left for half a year
none of you cared
I returned as a brand new person
none of you dared
to talk to the girl who tried to commit suicide
try and think of her as more
than just that fat girl from homecoming
the one you all abhor
I've lost the extra weight
all I want is to fit in
but no one will let me forget my past
Would being kind be such a sin?
I see the looks people give me
the comments that they make
I can't begin to describe how much it hurts
but strength is what I fake
I keep waiting for a miracle
some sign that'll let me know
that there is a place where I belong
a place with so much more
I hoped for so much when I came back
dreamed of having friends
being normal, fitting in
Following the latest trends
No one has noticed that I left
I feel invisible once again
Things have changed so much
yet stayed exactly the same
but no matter how much I've changed
no one is trying to look past the old me
and the one human who seems to
is one of my culprits, you see
There is only one person
who can see the real me
only problem with that is
no one can see her but me
She knows what happenned
knows that THEY are the reason
she says it's not me who should be paying the price
I'm starting to think about her words, to listen
Sweet revenge, she whispers
I hate how her words make sense
All I want is to get away
and start my life all over again
I have plans of running away
but there's something I must do before I go
Some people I have to visit
Just a couple foes
They've gotten away with it so far
but I just can't let it go on
and the fat girl fuels my anger
Guess I'll have to take the law into my own hands
I left for half a year
none of you cared
I returned as a brand new person
and I feel like I've beared
all that I can take in this life
I guess now I'm going to have to see
what I have to do before you notice this girl
I wonder when you'll miss me
