I thought he was everything
everything I ever wanted
now that he's mine
I start thinking that maybe I wanted more
I expected more
I thought I could forget
my standards for him
but can i?
He just can't meet my expectations
hes something special
thats true
but is he my something special?
confused
going out of my mind
I love him
but I don't?
I want him
but I don't?
I need him?
or do I really?
I wanted love
is this love?
is him flirting with every girl,
not being there when I want him most,
avoiding me when he wants
and hanging on to me when he wants
is this love?
him making fun of my beliefs
my religion my philosophies
thats not love
thats the furthest thing from love
I wanted love
is this love?