Emo day

He loves me,

he loves me not.

He's what i want

he's what i've sought.



All my life,

I've waited for "the one"

I thought he could be it

but his love for me is gone.



His girlfriend and her poetry,

they bring back feelings i thought i left in a tree

they arouse anger and despair

she's definitely won the lottery.



She talks about how

he's her perfect boy

and I can't help but think

that she was just his toy



He only wanted her

cause he thought he couldn't have me

that perfect boy of hers

is only hers b/c the love i had, he couldn't see



I have nothing against the her,

I've never even met th girl

but I'm still angry that

she took the guy of another girl



I wonder how she'd feel

if she knew the real story

i would never tell her

cause then things would be anything but hunky dory



He is my best guy friend

and i would never wish him bad

but i still wish he could see

just how much love i had



I didn't think I loved him anymore

but I don't know

cause if I don't love him

why do i think of him so?



He's far away right now

but I still can't get him outta my head

does he have this effect on everyone?

does everygirl he knows write about him on her bed?



I'm waiting to talk to him

I'm waiting to see his face

I'm waiting for his smile

one smile is all it takes



I'm waiting for his concern

I'm waiting for his care

I'm waiting for the stares

may we be parted ne'er

Author's Notes/Comments: 

btw...for ppl who think im writing about my life in this one, im not...i wrote this when i was watching this saddish movie....

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