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not rlly a poem, random thoughts
la dee da dah da
Insanely bored
boredom getting the best of me
so now im sitting here
watching some indian soap
with nothin on my mind
and nothin left to do
thinkin of readin
wondering how the
next 4 days will be
probably gonna miss him
if only he'd miss me...
a sigh and a glance towards the phone
hoping for a reply
maybe a "i'll miss you too"
but my hopes might be pinned too high
talking to my best guy friend
about his latest problems
thinkin of how thankful i am for him
to cheer me up and distract me
when i need him to
so now im just sitting here wondering
why i let down the god damn guards
all that left me with was
more marks on my heart
guys are just so uncaring
unloving, un forgiving
he said im his everything
is this how he treats his "everything"?
just so tired of the lies
thinking why cant it just be right
why cant i just be happy
wondering, where is the light?
