stuck in a world that I never made,
stuck in the celluoid of time and space,
stuck to my shadow on the wall
led into the slaughterhouse to bleed,
watching other animals as they feed,
sweating and cursing on my knees,
realizing I have nothing left to loose,
all I can do now is get drunk on some booze
until it is time to leave this forsaken party,
and descend into some unknown hole,
and feel what its like to have not a soul,
there I will be reborn to play another role,
assigned another place in this endless story
again to be stuck in a world I never made,
where behind the scenes the grand inquistor
pulls my strings, it is he who is responsible
for this endless struggle, this infinite existence
of death and rebirth, how exausting it is
to be human, to know how the story begins
and ends, to have no control over becoming,
to be fucked by fate, to be stuck in a world that
you never made.