The light of the moon shines through my window,
But it doesn't light me up like other nights.
I try to close my eyes but it won't let me sleep,
It reminds my mind that my thoughts do not leave.
I wait for the time when my mind skips a beat,
I wait for that second I can fall asleep.
I used to fight it and give all my energy to it,
I used to deny the power it had over me.
The pain only worsened, the thoughts only grew,
Until one day I realized I can't fight with the moon.
Some nights we dance and we laugh and we cry,
Some nights it's like a dream that I wish would come soon.
Tonight is a night where sleep will not come,
Where I have accepted that the moon has won.
The pain rushes from my head to my heart,
Like a knife, piercing through my spine.
The moon is not evil, it means no harm.
It does not hate me.
It lights up the dark.
But tonight I do not sleep,
Because of the moonlight through my window.