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I always wished I could tell my story

It aint that bad it aint that gory,

but who will listen and why should they care.

It aint my world I know its not fair

I know I cant just write a poem,

or sing a damn song

no mater if I wait for however long.



So I'll just write it for now

maybe one day you'll read it

and say wow he actually beat it.



I grew up some where else somewhere far

I wont bother u with the bore.

I basically lived poor and in shame,

never talked to anyone just swallod my pain.

I was afraid of everything and anything

I was scared like a boy lost by himself.



Through years I moved to America,

where shit kept coming at me.

And I could not really worry about myself

I worried bout my bro and fam.

I hoped that bad shit would stop happenin' to me

and I would find a way to peacefully be

I met some good friends both true and fake

and I ended up being alone for gods sake.



Because slowly and steadily I realized im alone

and I ain't tryin to get pitty from anyone

that shit I never wanted none.

I just want to find that thing I been searchin' for

like I have all they keys and none fit the door.



I don't know if it's money

or if it's a girl.

I don't know if im searching for meaning

or just to fullfill some feeling.



i get so angry sometimes

    wishing it was different times

just hoping for some change in my life

    just hoping for a star to flicker for me

but i guess thats selfish of me

    with so many people worse off

and so many people hungrier and dying

                   while im hear eating and driving

        but what is it all good for if inside im rotting

and inside im broken just like outside they are

            and what if my solution is far

and i will only reach before i die

            in the last second of my flight

                   i wish i realize wut ive been looking for



But for now I'll just write some random poetry like stuff

and I'll hold my breath

hopefully I'll find it sooner then near my death

but if thats what it takes,

Im up for the fight.

And as gay as it sounds

I'll give it my all

whether I fly or I fall.