the truth is
is the truth hurts
u try to some how figure
but the thoughts just linger
it dont matter how they explain it
i just cant understand it
give me an answer so i know
that the pain will one day go
please all i ask for is something to go by
something to live for before i die
to have something to cherish for the rest of my time
something worth a nickel or a dime
sometimes i just want to know how to feel
how to distniguish the fake from the real
to just close my eyes and wake up not having to deal
i could try to puff or drink to make the feelings leave
but those things just take time to decieve
to illude my mind with crazy thinking
and ill just end up every night crazy drinking
danm i always wish i could rap
but the only time that comes true is when i nap
and the only time my dreams come true is when she was on my lap
but i write these rhymes to express wut i have in my heart
even though some people care as much as my fart
and though these rhymes are so superficial
my feelings are always true from the intitial
and wutever i say i truly do believe
and my mind is the only one i try to decieve
my mind fills with so much frustration
and it stays for a never ending duration
like a disease that has infected my brain
and will in time make me insane
like a leech that has injected my skin
and the blood will drip out to make me extremly thin
till im left with just bones and dust
and ill quickly be blown away by the gust
my life wut a waist
and all i ever wanted was just a taste
but unfortunately the one time the truth came laced
and the next time it came as a lie
and then finally its to late to say goodbye
and all i ever wanted was the truth from you
and all i ever got was a the same fake answer too
just believe they tell me
i tried to believe u see
but all that gave me was grief and hurt
and now i spit belief in the dirt
i go by wut i think now
goodbye and forever i drown