I don't know whether to call you the best
or the worst thing that's happened in my life.
the thought of you popped into my head again
this morning about the memories we've shared,
but I was confronted with the truth.
the truth that you hid away from me for so long.
you cannot get mad at me for how I found out
you reap what you sow and you had it coming
I don't want to take you back at all... at all...
...God, this is so difficult. God, this is so tough.
I already knew this would happen, but even then
...I still love you.