I take this word (or words)
My world (of words)
And hurled and unfurled to curse
To curse!
There is nothing
more
Oh I deplore
to prying
than spying on me
I am asleep while others are trying
I am afraid of the light and its dying
It’s taken me weeks to sit down and let speak
maybe one month and a day
to break out the news of the lessons I lose and
To punch through the Argonauts in my way
You see I’m abandoning ship
As a jumping off point from the edge of tomorrow to sea
So you see I’ve been blinded and last resorts are reminded that
No matter how close, I’m not free
I still keep truth buried to reality and under-sole facts deep deep down
Inside me is my incriminate self, imposed assassin of no suicide
Inside I stir said words and purge
Dimorphic diaspora diagnosed draconian dramadon.
Territorial pteranodon injested digest
Fisheries miseries and sailors prayer requests
Set foul against Charybdis
Sicilian suicide and spiraling horror
Foamed bones above the collapsed lungs, hung
I won't rip myself from myself I am inside myself and paralyzed by stung from shelob
wrapped up consumed and requested I am ghost in darkness I am haunted, hunted
for nothing and something inside me screams me to dream me against a place agast when reality hits hard like bullet to breastbone, best shown on replays days later
Dad
Like Smith, like Wesson, like Colt and like Ruger
I have been fired and now make the world fewer