The devils of my mind press against my dreams.
Screams and yells of never ending torment fill my mind.
Yet all and all I dream my dreams.
You wouldn’t want to be apart of them when the turn bad.
Heck I even don’t want them.
Yet they are an inspiration into my own psyche.
They tell me more about the depth of my own soul.
All over the world I hear people tell me what they think.
I am bound for Hell.
I am not a Christian.
I am full of hate and evil.
I am looking for pity.
All true and not true, is my response.
I really don’t care how anyone looks at me.
I really don’t care how I am perceived.
I look at my self and know that I am who I am.
Thanks for your time.
Thanks for your pity.
Thanks for your sorrow.
In all I thank you for just having the courage to even read this.
So in all this is a thanks.
Thanks to you,
Thanks to friends & family.
Thanks to the unfortunate souls out there who hear me.
I keep righting because it keeps me calm.
It keeps me from fallowing impulses that I know are wrong
It keeps me from ending it to soon.
I live to move forward like everyone else.
So in all thanks again to you all.
Without some friends who and what I am is something I dread.