Father can you hear me?
I've lost myself IN the subconscious of my dream world.
Dont' know what i want anymore
Dont know what to follow: my hear OR my mind.
At the begining, you gave me a trustworthy friend, my mind
But you also gave IT an enemy; the one which pumps for him
I am at the middle of tearing myself to shreds
The shreds that will eventually blow IN his direction.
I havent seen him in a while, that my fingers lost count
My heart has betrayed me again. Instead of keeping me alive, it ALWAYS pumps for him.
There is joy of been in love
I just havent found it YET.
The only one that is thinking for the three of us
Keeps telling me to forget him!!
I want to be either cold or hot
Because then i'll know what i AM.
Unlike LukeWarm, you dont know wether you're hot or cold
Been LukeWarm is NOT easy!!....