Lost in a valley of worthlessness
Completely aware of all my failures
Benn stabbed in the back once again
by those whom I called friends
No other direction for me to go
How shall I choose my death?
Drowning?
Overdose?
Car Crash?
Hang Myself?
Shoot myself?
Jump off a building?
So many choices
But I got all the time in the world
Until I decide
its time for me to go.