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THe anguish of disturbing dillusional, hatred,

brings me to an all time high...Here's my happiness,

here is my joy in life;

and yet mistakingly, I still care....





I have had worse pain in my life,

but none as distorting as this...



I want to feel, and absorb all,

but the freezing inhale, brings no warm exhale.



I hurt, I weep, I suffer,

above all, I HAte.



I hate the word, I hate the meaning,

I hate it all, and I hate you.



With your oh so elegant ways,

and fabulous eyes...



Eyes of Ice I call them, Eyes of Ice;

THey do not see, but see through....



I slit your retina, and disfigure your sockets;

I'm a ragin diabolic, with no cure for this hatred.



It isn't you, it's me; they say,

fuck the sugar and fuck you, too.



I laugh at the sound of your voice,

and excite at the sound of your pain.



Inspire me you do, you should be so proud;

TO bring into my mind a state of confusion so strong;

Not the greatest philosopher could understand.



I can't help, but Love you,

for all that you've done.



I can't help, but need you

you are the blood in my veins;

YOu are so effective, in my most vulnerable time.



You're a drug, you're the addiction;

I am addcited, I am weak, and no longer independent.

I am dependent, on you, Dependent for life.



I can hate you with everything I have, and

yet still love you with more energey than I could ever hate you with.



I love you, I hate you

YOu sicken me, yet you're the impulse of the drive;

that makes me wild...YOu amaze me.



I indulge your intellectually spirited mind,

YOu deprive me , yet cease to stop my mind of wonders, my dreams of faith...



These are tiny matters,

yet huge in my world...



I have had worse pain in my life,

but none as distorting as this...



You think you're the only one lost,

Welcome to my word, baby, welcome to my world....



NOW GET THE FUCK OUT!