As I sit here and start the judging
I realize that I am too Goddamn serious
Wasting time and energy being concerned about things
Working for love and understanding
No time for fun
Not worried about who to blame or my personal freedom
As I sit here and start the judging
I try to be easy on myself, because if I am too hard, my body betrays me
Becoming less and less viable
Working to find direction
No time to heal
Not thinking about my tone or expression
I sit here and start the judging
I can see that they are just like I am
Judging me because they are afraid of who they are
Working to protect themselves against any interference
No time for me
Not remembering the promises they made