mental vomit pours out of my fingers onto the parchment
what does he think now they, and she, wonders
you give 2 years of your life and trust and friendship
just to be pushed aside, made so much room she is in love with someone else
says its only one, she must of lied about that too
orgy with demons at 9, lead a healing group at 12, cheat and lie at 3, repeat
cry to strangers, break your own childish heart, never responsible
work a job you hate that makes you sick and crippled
I am no better, or no smarter, at least
the scars you left don't seem to heal
your darkness choked out my light
broken, I struggle to survive
the power of your lies
only those that have something to hide
hate the truth
look at me! I am naked
sorry about your eyes