I wanted to say something beautiful
I thought that my eyes were open
She fears being with me, not without me
Hit and run, over and over again
I am left alone with my growing wants
I am left alone with all that I need
I am all that I need
I am too heavy, my pain is too much
My need of her weighs her down
I need to let go and fall
I might not survive, but I love her
I await her verdict
I wanted her to see me as something beautiful
I thought that her eyes were on me
She sees something else, not adorable
She takes pity on my stupid heart
She is happy leaving me, getting what she wants
She needs to leave me, to keep me in place
She needs only herself and her current whim
She cannot carry me, I am too much