Why doesn't it work?

Why does this happen to me?
I get in a relationship, but it never ends happily.
Is it her or it it me?
Now I never wear my heart on my sleeve. I don’t believe,
in love anymore or if I ever did.
I wonder if things would be different if I showed you who I really am, but instead I hid,
my emotions under the ocean.
So deep you they’re blackened by darkness. Maybe I’m heartless.
Or just afraid of commitment or heart break or stress. None the less,
It always seems to get fucked up.
It’s like I only filled half my cup.
I’m a pessimist, and I’m addressing this,
When it comes to love, I have no luck.
Maybe one day, I’ll find the right one.
Until then, it’s just me, the moon, and the sun.

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