I wake up in the morning with these words running through my brain. The drain,
is blocked, with evil thoughts.
How do I rid myself of what’s in my mind, all the fucking time?
Write it on paper?
Only to read it later.
Over and over again.
I just keep repeating the same sin, but with a grin.
Is this normal or healthy?
Can anybody help me?
My mind is filthy.
I guess this is the hand Satan dealt me.
Fuck religion and priests, they never felt me.
I am so twisted I don’t know which way I am going.
North, South, East, West?
Straight to hell, that’s what the navigation is showing.
I guess, I didn’t pass his test.
You know it, I was never the smart one.
Never got my homework done.
I failed you, society.
Because I am always, inebriated and intoxicated,
With a middle finger up to sobriety.
Why do you look up to him so highly?
If you believe in him, then I exist.
For my apocalypse army, you’ve already begun to enlist.
I am God and Satan,
One in the same.
I am what you make them.
Just with a different name.