I can't sleep. I feel like an idiot by letting you go.
I never thought there would be the one. It was you, but I didn't know.
How can I put together what's been torn apart?
All I know is you're still in my heart.
It sucks to know that I can never get the chance to prove what I'm saying.
Although I don't believe in God, I'll keep praying.
Every time I think of you I am reminded of why I can't get you out of my mind.
Because a girl like you is hard to find.
This is as honest as I can get.
I fucked things up in the past, but why can't you forget?
I was consumed in my own world.
I lost the perfect girl.
You deserve the best,
But I am afraid i can only offer you what's in my chest.
I don't think I'll ever stop trying.
Throughout all the crying.
Even when I'm dying.
I'll know I expressed my feelings the best I could.
I'd show you in other ways if you let me would.
If there's no such thing as fate,
Then I guess I'm too late.
This isn't a poem or love song.
Just a reminder to myself of what I did wrong.
And a reminder of what I once shared.
A relationship with somebody that really cared.
You never know what could be,
But i hope you're happy even if it isn't with me.
Just know that you'll have someone in this world that will always care about you.
This is the end for now. Adieu.