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Alleviated
Alleviated
my mind is always relieved when I'm inebriated.
Yea I hate it, but I was conceived without a plan.
Damn, I just wish my life was abbreviated on demand.
I can't stand to see what my future is like
I'm afraid of what's in sight
I might just stay this way
Fuck, I don't know how to change
Or what to say
I just know that I'm not okay
living day to day
so I lay and pray
that I may dig myself out of this grave
I need to rise from the dead
I can't listen to all the fucking lies in my head
My eyes always red
I regret all the shit that I've said
Poisoning myself with this lead
From the tip of this pencil
It always traces the stencil
Outlining the shape of my final resting bed
There goes my misery
Along with my memory
So long to my enemies
Or whoever was a friend to me
Don't worry, this isn't the end for me
Just a remedy to my extremities
