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Here I go again 

I can't sit here and pretend 

Like I'm not waiting for the end 

Send my soul to rest

I confess I guess I just want some peace 

Put my mind to ease

Please, I digress I just want these nightmares to cease

I might care if I believed 

But I don't care so I grieve,

Rip out my hair and hear my mind buzzing like bees

That's what it is like with anxiety

And honestly it's effecting my sobriety 

Self medicating with drugs of every variety 

That doesn't mean it's illegal 

So fuck all you judgmental people 

We all deal with our problems differently, but trust me we're still equal 

Another shot I might die

I know it's lethal 

Playing this game I won't lie 

I won't be deceitful

I'm going insane I might cry

Now I'm feeling feeble 

I gotta stop drinking

I have problems 

That's when I start thinking

About my demons and goblins

The only light at the end of the tunnel is I know that I eventually solve them

I know my math I can count to ten

One shot two shot

 Oh here I go again