MY DEEP S88T (With Tartar Sauce) part 3 by bipolarschizo33

yeah. indeed.
it is like hell.
but the thing is.
think if you were a son of Lucifer and you were the first born.
everyone would be jealous of you here in hell
and they would treat you the worse on purpose
but as a proud father
he would want you to keep your eye on god
so your soul could make it out alive one day.
so really, you would be the special one
and they would all be the losers in the end,
but they are too ridiculous to notice.
this is all a test like those matrix movies.
i love sylvester stallone
because just like his movies he rises above.
and all these popular people actually bore the crap out of me because their brain only thinks one way
so if i put them in a story
their character might get killed off
for being boring not any other reason.
so i guess it doesn't matter
and i don't know why i care so much
because even if they like me i would still say no
because they don't know what i'm talking about most the time
unless its "girly bubble gum pretty"
and all that other cute crap.
and some of the men,
its too easy to bust their balls
and i can see it right away
so they are no challenge
and their rich family
is the only reason they are above me in the food chain.
they hate me for being
TOO REAL and BLUNT not for any other reason.
so its best to be hated for who i really am
then to be loved for
all these superficial lies people get wrapped up in.
the makeup doesn't help.
the babies don't help.
the puppies don't help.
the flowers don't help.
and if they say a prayer they better mean to get well
and not plan to stab someone in the back 5 minutes later.
people think because jesus died that they can be 3 times as evil,
but thats wrong.
the consequences actually become 10 times worse.
it just means people will serve a heavier penalty in the end but they think everything is so fancy free
but it only means twice the punishment.
so no one should relax on the bible
or hide behind it
or mock it
or think jesus will forgive unforgivable sins.
people who break sins constantly
basically have no soul
and they should stop going to church
because there is nothing to save.
they might as well write a note to a deeper part of hell
and say they are packing their bags to move in.
i have no problem with heaven or hell and both places have rules,
i just have a problem with this thing known as the human condition.
i wish i had been created an angel instead
but unfortunately, that was not part of the plan.
p.s.
these men that have passed me up
rather worship
sex, power, money, greed, lust and materialistic things
then be in love
but that is their choice.
Just because it doesn't talk back
doesn't mean it won't cost them even more in the end.
I'm real, that's it-------
and its actually one of the biggest turn offs for most men.
i don't sit there and look pretty.
my mental dick and balls are super huge and my thoughts will dangle in front of a man all day.
so they can put it in a pipe and smoke it
or move the heck out of the way,
because i might have a bus to catch.
enough said.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

on my channel, where is the popcorn?