CLEAN SLATE
by bipolarschizo33 (excerpt from future book)
finally inspired to write books the christian way.
it might hint just a drop at sensual nature,
but i do realize i can keep it clean if i want to.
the story becomes,
how clean do i wish to keep my life?
we all were born sinners
and we all have our struggles
but the same hunger for something sexual
is the same hunger that can be directed to God and his light.
without God we are nothing
and make nothing
and breathe nothing
and create nothing.
so with these hands i would write nothing,
with these lips i would speak nothing
and with my pen i would write nothing-without the big boss in the sky.
I now recognize God as an individual with his own thoughts, problems, and fears.
Fear being those who do not safely return but that would be foolish.
every soul capable of love should return to love
because we were created out of love
and we seek so much honesty down here
but God is honesty and the way
so if i desire everlasting truth,
i should aspire to always be one with heaven.
i seek truth,
a baby pygmy hippo,
and a crystal clear bubble gum pond-
where i can fish and when i catch one,
before letting it go they would sing to me like angels do
and if i were to attain this simple honor for eternity,
i would be at peace
and all souls around me would continue to laugh
and play as i partake of my "appointed square".