maybe all we have
all we ever had
was then
it's as though
nothing exists
but our mistakes
and how we should have dealt with them
but didn't
now
we seem to fill the space
the silence
with arguing
arguing that goes nowhere
what do i honestly think
will change
will be different
you put a penny in my hand
and i didn't understand
didn't know
that it meant nothing
no one sees what i see
or saw
so everyone has their opinions
that i can find truth in
to an extent
but i know
you weren't always
like this