We were so young
What did we honestly think we knew
About love
I look at kids that age now
Scoff at their love
That I feel is make believe
But were we not
That same way
Did we not think
We had it all
We were so young
But happy nevertheless
And happiness is all you need
For awhile
And then those feelings you had
That you thought would never go away
Do
And you’re not quite sure where you find yourself anymore
You want that feeling of safety
With no emotions attached
But sometimes we just collide into each other
To have that feeling again
And sometimes we feel emotion
But as soon as it’s felt
It recedes again
As it always does
After it did that first time that love is no longer felt
I am not void of love for you
But it has changed form
Became not what it once was
And one day your neverending supply of it
Always seeming to be there
Will go away
I know this
I don’t deserve all these chances I’ve been given
Those many times I’ve fucked up
And when that supply is gone
I will either be ok with it
Or hate myself for what I didn’t see
Time will be the judge of that
For now
We live
With the colliding
And receding