i get off the phone with you
i wonder how things are there
and why am i so bored here that i can hardly see straight
my mirror makes a reflection on my feet
and i wonder for a number of reasons
why these damn cords are so tangled
like the wings of angels getting caught
as they fight over who's gonna save who
and who's gonna save me, or you, or him
or my lion
who's lonely in bed when i'm not there
or me
who's lonely in bed when you're not there
and how after a night with you
i can smell you on my pillow
and how i'd rather have you
than a smell that will go away
my nest chair is like a home
a home i'd sit in, so still and quiet
when you'd drag me to pier one
where things are breakable and i could not touch
but these days i'm older
and i can touch what i want, because it's ok now
at school we are in the same world
but now you're with people i don't know and i'm with people you do know
and i'm not sure why
why i miss you when you're gone
or why the sun makes shadows on my feather comforter
that is thinner in some places than in others
kinda like my skin
thinner in some places than in others
maybe right over my heart