threw myself so far out there
because you only live once
i want few regrets
if i didn't try
if i wasn't vulnerable
this might have gone nowhere
but now that i'm "out there"
there's nothing here, not even you
it's no longer me, maybe it was for a split second
i hold onto that like a life-saver
want to get past this
i will after you're gone
you cared at one point, not now
i got sucked into you
now it's left me listless and alone
why did you change your mind?
i'm more than you need
it must have been a heart murmer that you mistook for liking me
i failed to see what was never there
i just want you to look at me
and feel again