smothered
but you dance around to keep the flames away
patterned cycle
needs to be broken
so space can be saved
confused
regrets, in myself
school and home is so different
two seperate worlds about to collide
but there's still time
i hardly had to say it
you knew
"being noticed by people, well, it makes you feel good"
we both understood
guilty, wrong
pull away because what if i ruin this
not so dependent, more an individual
like before
is this a test?
sucked in and lost myself in the process
want to experience
time to think, breathe, be me for awhile