my body is tired
my spirit too
it feels like a shell
i don't care if i feed it
aches and pains
no energy
to uplift others
even walking
strains me
i used to have pride
in yoga
with what my body could do
now i just want to hide
in bed
with all the ways it's failed me
i feel locked inside my days of the week pill box
i want a life like everyone else's
but if this is what i need, to feel better
then maybe these are just my cards
whether i like the hand or not