do you realize how severely fucked up I am?
Despite the fact that I love you
I am still hurting inside by what you did.
Why the fuck did you leave me?
Why the fuck did you leave me with people who didnt know how to love?
I am still that lost three year old inside.
Stop telling me
over and over
that I need to grow up and be like everyone else.
You know I am not normal.
Do you realize why?
Do you even realize that it is a miracle
that I am breathing
this instant?
Please acknowlege that
instead of acknowledging the fact
that I will never grow up.