Something in her demeanor,
in the way she presents herself,
reminds me of my very first girlfriend
when I was a senior in highschool.
That's why she turns me on so much!
and why I am dumbfounded to know
that she is apparently straight and married.
That first girlfriend was . . .
red-hot and dominatingly assertive
as a lover.
I suppose it may be all eroneous
she may not be a thing like the something in her demeanor indicates.
but since it's all in my head anyway. . .
we are having some smokin-hot sex.
In my head I let her do things that that first girl did,
that I've been, let's call it, very reluctant to allow others to do!!