I want you to give me what I want
I want you to take good care of me
I want you to keep me safe
from the world at large
I want to be able to trust you
with the darkest
with the most vulnerable
I want you to have a ravenous appetite for me
because I do for you
I want intense
passion
lust
and laughter.
I want a lot of things
that I never get from anyone
and you will be no exception.
So all I have
is my imagination.
Author's Notes/Comments:
This one really gets real and bares my soul.
again I wrote it about the one who stirs
the lust in me
the one I really don't know at all. . . but
I think it really embodies what I want as intimacy in both love and lust
and I am not saying they are necessarily separate
I am just saying I really don't know the woman about whom the darkside of me lusts after
I don't know that she is anything like the her I imagine and therefore I don't really know if I could feel more for her if i did. What I do think I have an idea of is that, possibly, only the lighter side of me would appeal to the woman that I do think I love, and that this might be a problem, it's not like I need to fulfill the kinks, just that I might not ever feel truly known if I keep them hidden.