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Who am I

To call you my love

While you share your heart

With another

While you share your bed

With another

I know that saying this

Wont make your depature softer

But sometimes

When I don't want to die

I feel ashamed and guilty

For envying

Something that isn't mine

Sometimes when I think

Of other women instead of you

I feel guilty

For pulling through

Sometimes when I  dream

Of another person

I feel guilty

For living without you

No one asked me 

If I would like to heal

Or not

No one told me

That i'll have to forget you

In the process

My knees shake

And I stutter

While my heart pounds

Slower

Realizing we wont see

One another 

Makes me wonder

How will I pull through

Without you?