Slowly
My mind collapses unto itself
Forgeting things
I rather not admit outloud
And when I claw at the walls
It feels good..
Not feeling any thing
I can't recognize the faces in my dreams
My arms are torn open
But I smile
Not feeling a thing..
A bliss
Can't remember their kiss
And the knife bathes in me again
OH it feels so good
My orgasm of pain
I'm climaxing again
Just tell me
Whats my name?
OH god it happens again
Biting my lips hardly stalls the pleasure
My gentile erects
While I curve an heart on my chest
And I write her name on the walls..
It drips
And I'm upest,
Because only I can ruin perfection
With my glaring defections..
Everyone told me I'm yet to evolve
Everyone told me I will become
A beautiful butterfly that will fly away
A beautiful butterfly that will die in a day
Everyone told me the day will arrive
Everyone told me that I'll want to be alive
Well guess what
I know you lied