DiD i EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH i CARE?
EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE NEVER THERE
HOW i LOOK FOR YOUR FACE ALL AROUND
BUT YOURE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND
HOW THE LiTTLEST THiNGS REMiND ME OF YOU
FROM ALL OF THE THiNGS WE USED TO DO
HOW MY HOPES OF YOU RETURNiNG ARE SLOWLY FADiNG AWAY
SADLY, i CANT CHANGE THAT NO MATTER WHAT i DO OR SAY
DiD i EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH i CARE?
AND HOW LiFE JUST iSNT FAiR...
Author's Notes/Comments:
MY BiG BROTHER TREVOR. HE DiED iN AUG 2002 AND HE MEANT A LOT TO ME AND i DONT THiNK HE EVER REALLY KNEW. HE WAS MY HERO AND MY ROLE MODEL, ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRiENDS. i LOVE HiM SO MUCH AND i HATE THAT HE'S GONE. EVERYTiME iM REALLY SAD i HATE THAT HES NEVER AROUND TO GiVE ME ONE OF HiS GREATEST SPiNNY HUGS AND TAKE ME FOR A RiDE ON THE HANDLE BARS OF HiS BiKE TO CHANGE MY MOOD AND MAKE MY DAY WORTH iT. i HATE THAT THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE LiFE AND APPRECiATE ALL THEY HAVE MORE THEN ANYTHiNG ARE THE ONES THAT END UP GETTiNG SCREWED OVER. i WiSH HE COULD BE HERE, i WOULD PROBABLY BE SUCHA BETTER PERSON iF HE STiLL WAS...