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CUTTiNG PAiN

i WANNA PULL MY HAiR OUT

EVERYTHiNG iS STARTiNG TO DRiVE ME iNSANE

iM NOT SURE ANYMORE

ALL i WANT TO FEEL iS THAT SENSATiON OF CUTTiNG PAiN



i NEED TO CUT SO BADLY

AND HAVE THE BLOOD POUR OUT MY ARM

i NO WHAT iM DOiNG

iM NOT PUTTiNG MYSELF iN ANY SORT OF HARM



iM MAKiNG MYSELF HAPPiER

MAKiNG MY STRESSFUL LiFE JUST A LiTTLE MORE CALM

NOT THiNKiNG ABOUT A THiNG

FEELiNG THE PRESSURE RELEASE FROM MY WRiST THROUGH MY PALM



i CANT EXPLAiN THE SATiSFYiNG FEELiNG

THE FEELiNG OF BEiNG FREE

i CAN ALWAYS RUN AWAY FROM THE ONE PERSON iM SCARED OF..

AND THAT PERSON JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE ME.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i THiNK THAT i TEND TO BE MORE SCARED OF MYSELF THAN i AM OF ANYONE ELSE. iM SCARED OF THE THiNGS iM KEEPiNG MYSELF FROM. iM SCARED OF HOW i LET MY EMOTiONS GET THE BEST OF ME. iM SCARED THAT MY HEAD DOES ALL OF THE THiNKiNG AND THEN THE RAZOR BLADE SEEMS TO FOLLOW. iM SCARED THAT iM GONNA MiSS OUT ON SO MANY GREAT THiNGS ALL BECAUSE iM GONNA BE SCARED THAT SOME HOW, iLL SCREW iT UP. SO iN MY BRAiN.. iTS BETTER TO RUN AWAY AND NEVER TRY iN ANYTHiNG BECAUSE THEN YOU WiLL NEVER FAiL

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