The long road is winding but more so the talk;
I should try never to run before I can walk.
So much anticipation for a time that will never arrive.
There are many other things coming that I’ll need to survive.
But none quite as dangerous as affairs of the heart.
But where to begin; it’s best to begin at the start.
Do I indulge my true thoughts, try to stay with the pace?
Do I try to finish first; Ha; I’m not even in the race?
Afraid to look and afraid not to,
Afraid of what’s looking back; of what will ensue,
The road is getting bumpy; but not yet unbearable.
It may be still become smooth and inviting, yet terrible.
How deep do I go? It really doesn’t matter.
It’s like climbing a tall building without a tall ladder.
I sometimes fool myself, but I don’t think I’m a fool.
But I’m not very good at playing it lose or playing it cool.
There’s a curve up ahead, we must go ‘round to see,
I already know what’s there, waiting for me.
I’ve seen it before in many forms and disguises,
It’s better to have cared deeply, and still lose all the prizes.