I’d give you the world and the stars and the moon
And you’d stand there and take them without even a swoon
And you’d look me in the eyes as you solemnly swear
That you undoubtedly will forever and always be there
And I’ll smile at your lies as they cut through my soul
Because at the time I’ll believe them but then later I’ll
know
Your deceit was deeper than I ever could think
And you’ll watch me as into depression I’ll sink
And I can’t help but wonder, I’ve somehow been here before
And I’ve experienced this shit with some other whore
I don’t even know why I put myself through this pain
Its surely not worth having it over again?
The past and the present and the future collide
Creating a timey wimey vortex of fucked upp-ed times
And the beast from within can’t help wonder why
You stuff him down deep where you tell him to hide
If he were free, you hear him exclaim
You’d be free of this shit and the crap in your brain
You could do what you want and not care one bit
And you could survive without pretending you give a shit
But heyyyyy fucking ho its time and again
Were back in this place that you should just call friend
So familiar it feels, so close to what I know
That I may as well give up and call this fucker home.
By The Hopeless Writer
P M Jarvis
24/6/2013