Destined to Fail
I'm a sceptic its not hard to see
Don't believe that good things happen to me
Don't believe I deserve them, though my biggest need
Deserve to be unhappy, do I need to be cleansed?
Unholy blasphemous evil runs through my head
When its cold lonely and dark
When my demons come out to play
With my head and with my heart
I'm destined to fail myself all the time
The strength I hold is all in the mind
I support all the others and help their lifes
But I cant help my own, without a knife
I'm losing the fight I'm having with life
Far too much dark, not enough light
Drained of all I once held dear
My sight is now hazy, when once it was clear
Why is it so hard
To just live life?
Myself and others including
Where blood letting is rife
Pressure builds needs to release
Emotional no, but physical yes
Scars, blood and blades
Play a big part of life
For the ones caught up
With using the knife
23/06/2006
By The Hopeless Writer
P M J