One Lonely Night
One lonely night whilst in my room
I watched the blood bead and watched it consume
My arm with heat and scarlet pain
Till it burrowed deep inside my brain
I watched it roll right down the length
Of my ruined body of the empty wreck
It pooled when it reached my upright hand
Like a glass of wine on a flimsy stand
I watched it stop in my open palm
Made me feel real special like I was the one
My lips reach down to the bloody pool
And take a sip of the precious jewel
Fantasise about going out with a bang
Not sitting alone in an old cold abandoned
House that’s been empty for more years than you lived
Alone at the end not a friend to share with
Sometimes I wonder if there’s more than just one
Person in my head and if I am alone
Sit in the dark trapped in a bum deal
Cant turn away from the cold hard worn steel
Feel it dig into your warmth ridden skin
Close your eyes as hot lines burn from deep within
White hot is the pain that scorches your mind
Red hot is the memory trapped deep inside
Paranoid whispers from those close by
Turn around and watch them cry
As the life of someone they dearly love
Drips down my arm to a pool of blood
By The Hopeless Writer
Paul Jarvis