silent tears,
a waste of my years,
dying inside,
and always abiding in sorrow.
tomorrow i might not wake up,
i'd consider that luck,
and wouldn't want anyone to weep.
keep living the vida loca,
and taking a toke of your dro,
nomore will i wonder what others think,
as i sink into that everlasting hole.
my goal is heaven,
but i know to get there whoa! it's hell.
tell me what i should think
when my insides are hollow,
full from swallowing my pride,
drifting away on a tide,
no longer having to hide from my fate.
it doesn't feel great,
not to care anymore,
enduring love,
or at least a sense of it.
i can't rise above it,
so with false wit,
i'll put it all away,
and dream about that tomorrow
while living for today.