I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time even when you shouldn't, and even though I'm not there to handle mine.
I'm just astounded by the way you always forgive me,it's horrible that I'm so blind and can't see.
It seems that you should hate me by now, so how can you hang onto someone who treats ou badly?
sadly, I know where I failed you, and even though I don't show it, I love you too.
how happy would we be if we gave it another try, if we let this relationship die and start again as friends?
i'm sorry for all the pain this love has caused you.
I apologize for all the shit I do.
I cry because I can't be good to you, it hurts to know you desrve much better, and to also know that we are thru.