There I sat calm and spoke from within
the words and feelings in my heart to
The Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
I ask why I was placed in my family and
surrounded by close friends who does not
believe in you.
As the tears filled my eye's and drizzled
down my face, the sadness I felt
was like a heavy rock that fell upon my
heart.
Is there something I am supposed to do
Father, am I supposed to help them.
Then I saw what look like a small circle
of light forming into a large cross in
which appeared upon center of a large hill.
That was so fresh of green grass.
Then appeared two men that looked like
Sheppard’s holding tall sticks.
There clothes were with color and one
seemed to be like a giant. He had red hair,
and beard. The other seemed to be the
same size as though his imaged appeared
more distant to me.
As I was seeing this image God was saying
not to worry I am with you, just keep going
and calling on me I will be with you.
Then He said get up and go quickly.
My own thought not literal meaning of this,
not fully sure.
Some how I was lead to the book of Genesis
to the two brothers and why the resemblance
of the one brother seemed more evident in the
vision is that we are born with a choice an by
that choice we make a decision that could change
the outcome of our lives. In that one brother by right
had a choice to follow God but did not care
carelessness to accept his right in what was offered
first was not a priority.
For his pleasures were in the flesh and not by the spirit
his hunger determined his loss and his heart knew nothing
Probably God was saying it is not up to you to change
there hearts, maybe by keep walking in my faith
in Jesus that may those in my close circle see and begin
to question of what is in there hearts.
Hopefully one day this image will become more clearer,
either it does or not, I trust in Jesus with my whole
heart. By that choice, I will continue to walk and continue
to learn more and never be satified, keep learning. Always look
for truth and seek in all things with love to the very end.
Grow in all I know and live an breath what is in my heart
and that to me is a truth I have come to know.