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This is so hard to share it's like a bumble bee

sting that's been hammered like a nail.

Been stuck in the deepness of my mind

and has made my heart frail.



This goes back to my childhood life,

that somehow the scars still remain.

More I dig alittle deeper I find things

I never delt with and it still causes pain.



Baggage that was so heavy to bare,

where I broke down in shattered pieces.

Not even a person who's near could

help put me back together again or releases.



Anxiety that took a toll on my mind,

it was caused by years of abuse in my life.

Facing each day was hell in it's self

and robbed me of years with many strifes.



Spoke to counsellors that never seem to help,

the doctor just kept trying me on pills after pills.

Nothing seem to help and the anxiety never ceased,

before I knew it I found myself climbing more hills.



Went to the doc and said label me I do not care,

he said your problem is intense anxiety, that's all.

I went home threw all the pills away and prayed

God heal me from this misery, don't let me fall.



Everyday was a challenge, one day at a time.

through conversation, praying and working within me.

The Lord Jesus healed me from this dark misery,

constant faith is all it took He made me anxiety free.



This pain that took much of my life was caused eternally,

We may try to goto people for help to fix whatever it is.

When all things fail I know a man we call Jesus,

He still heals today and if you ask him through prayer

and faith He will always be there.

Change my heart oh God, make it ever true.



Change my heart oh God, may I be like You.

You are the potter, I am the clay,



Mold me and make me, this is what I pray.





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