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Even Though I Didn't Get To Say Good~Bye
Even though I was young.
I Remember you and won't for get you either.
You where almost like my best friend.
Until the end.
I wish you could have been here to see me now.
I'm trying my best to make everyone proud.
I'm not going to cry..not anymore.
Even though writing this poem makes my eyes want to pour.
I'm into sports to...and trying my best in school.
Determined not to be dumb...But to be close to number one.
I set goals... so I can reach them.
And not let my self down.
Sometimes I question WHY?
Did you really have to go?
I know when it's your time it's your time.
But...
The hardest part is not getting to saying good bye.
I know your in a better place now.
I wish sometimes I could be there.
That's only cause I'm trying to understand life and me.
Anyways...
As the years passed.
Things became to change.
And I must say, things haven't been the same.
I became...
My emotions became, like a roller coaster.
Going back and foward, like tides.
So many tears that I cried.
After, I was done with that phase.
A couple days later, I became angry.
I was saying things... that I didn't mean.
And at that time I was blind and couldn't see.
Not literally.
I was aware about God everything.
But not like I am now.
I figured...
You where in a better place.
As I got older...
They explained to me, your story.
I have to say, I am amazed.
You accomplish many things, in my eyes.
Sometimes, I feel like if you where here.
Near.
Things wouldn't be like they are now.
In this life.
You know how my family is fake smiling.
And pretending everything is okay...trying to hide there pain.
That's makes mad sometimes but now I know why they do that.
And everything that they do and say.
It's for my good.
And I'm trying to obey them just like your children obeyed you.
I have a feeling.
Everything is going to be okay.
If I keep praying.
I'm okay now.
I just wanted to explain...
Even though I didn't get say good~bye.
I still know why...
And now I can live my life.
And not feel ashamed.
:)
